For the past few weeks, I've been working on a piece for the Dan Davin writing competition, a locally-run writing competition with a prize of the opportunity to participate in an online writing course. This contest had the same 1500 word limit as the Power of Words writing competition, so the constraints were something I was comfortable with. I was going to write a piece about an armless wanderer being ambushed by a woman in the woods, but then changed focus to something I had been considering working on for a while; the story of a woman who lives every day twice. Enjoy!
Casey Miller hated Mondays, and hated two Mondays in a row even more. It took her a while to realise that her day had started over, as her morning routine never had much variance. Throwing on yesterday’s clothes, washing her face, and quickly grabbing a piece of bread on the way through the door were all natural to her. It was when her walk to work was interrupted by the exact same scuffle that occurred yesterday that she began to catch on. Her arrival at the library confirmed this, as Mr. Fenwick had told her to unpack a shipment of books she knew she placed on the shelves the day before. The task was no less gruelling the second time, and left her just as exhausted from the repeated day’s work. Everything else repeated itself; The customers, the walk to her favourite cafe, the small talk she and the waitress engaged in. It even rained just before dusk, although she made a point to be home before then. From there, she sat in her living room, unsure of what the future held, or even if there WAS a future. She was scared that she’d fall asleep to wake up to an eternity of Mondays, that her life would never progress from that point. As the hours went by, sleep tugged at her, and she did her best to fight it, but eventually she succumbed, the day’s work having worn her down.
When Casey woke up, she realised two things; One being that she had fallen off her couch in her sleep, and the other being that her lying on the floor indicated a slight possibility of a Tuesday. Granted, she fell asleep in her own bed on the first Monday as well as last Sunday, so she couldn’t tell whether her waking up in a different place meant anything, but it was something, and that something gave her hope. She hurriedly changed into something semi-presentable and headed off to work, seeing faces on the way that she may or may not have seen yesterday. It was when she saw the front doors of the library that she was finally convinced she wasn’t stuck. The simple fact that Mr. Fenwick was running late proved to her that time had indeed progressed, leaving her feel more elated than a locked door had ever made her feel. Once Mr. Fenwick appeared, believing instead that she was early, Casey did her usual assistant duties, which went remarkably well despite a few mishaps. She celebrated her newly regained continuum with a cup of wine when she got home, which turned into a couple of bottles, which turned into falling asleep on her couch again.
Mr. Fenwick was shocked to see Casey late for work, but explaining exactly why she was would take too long, so she just apologised and went to her help desk where someone was already.
“Ah, Miss Goji. You’ve finished Pride and Prejudice already, have you?” She asked, getting a strange look from her customer.
“I haven’t gotten it out yet, that’s why I’m here.” She said, shocking Casey.
“You...got it out yesterday, didn’t you?” Her eyes widened as Miss Goji denied her claim, realising the exact nature of her problem. To make sure, she went to find her client’s book, not in the romance aisle where any sane person would put it, but in the non-fiction section she found it in last Tuesday. She lent the book to Miss Goji, apologising for the confusion. The rest of her day confirmed her suspicions; she seemed cursed to live every day twice, everything happening as it did before. At the very least, this meant a chance to correct mistakes, something she dedicated today to doing. She dealt with her jobs much more efficiently, knowing what she needed to do before she needed to do it, and even prevented a minor coffee disaster. She went home appreciating that there were SOME benefits to her situation, and that maybe her earlier panic was for nothing.
However, an undeniable downside to it was that it was already Wednesday, and yet Casey was exhausted from a week of work. With every step she took towards the library, the idea of calling in sick became more and more tempting. The idea that the second run of a given day was the only one that seemed to matter, judging by the somehow still full wine bottles in her fridge, didn’t help at all. In fact, it made the idea seem better and better; No one would notice anything going wrong, so long as the next day went as normal. And with that, she abandoned her usual course, setting off for the nearest restaurant. After a significantly more extravagant breakfast than her usual pieces of bread, Casey spent the rest of her day exploring the city she barely got the chance to see. She wandered through the park she always had to pass by on the way to work, sat at the lakefront on the edge of town, watching ships pull in and out of harbour. All the wonders of the city, just a few streets away from the library. She returned home satisfied with her day, looking forward to more of these breaks between working days.
Come the following Wednesday, Casey was perfectly happy with manning the library again after her technically nonexistent escapade. When she got out of bed, her wallet was as full as it had been the last time she woke, with no evidence of her rampant splurging. The thought of doing something like that again got her through her admittedly dull work day, and she rewarded herself on Thursday by visiting the local marketplace, tasting all the various foods on offer. Exotic fruits, pastries cooked on the spot, it was all so wonderful she lost track of how much she had spent until she tried to buy one of those mood rings that always fascinated her when she was young. Flat broke, she had no choice but to turn away from the store...or did she? This day wasn’t real for anyone else, there wasn’t any consequences if she simply wanted to see what one of them were like…
Casey didn’t have nearly as much work to do the next day as she thought; barely anyone came in to get books out, and Mr. Fenwick didn’t have any menial tasks for her to do. It was getting unbearably boring, and she couldn’t wait for another of her ‘break days’. Then, for the first time in an hour, the door opened, inviting in two cross looking coat-clad constables. Wondering if they were on duty or here for leisure, she greeted them.
“No time to chat, we’re looking for a suspected thief, I’m afraid,” He answered in the most worrying way. “I don’t suppose you’d know anything about any stolen jewelry, would you?” she shook her head, not wanting to risk speaking. They can’t have known about the mood ring, as far as they should have been concerned, it never happened.
“Are you sure?” The other policeman raised an eyebrow at her, Casey staring back as she became more and more aware of a small item still tucked in her pocket.
“I’m sorry, we’re going to have to take you into custody for suspicious behaviour.” They said, approaching her with a pair of handcuffs. Casey beg and screamed, tried to wrestle out of the grip of the enforcers, but that didn’t stop them from subduing her, both of them taking her by an arm and pulling her out of the library.
When Casey woke up, she immediately checked her pockets to verify that it all was a dream.The next thing she did was curse her imagination for scaring her to death with a vision like that. It stuck with her all throughout her working day, worrying that the next person who entered the library would try to arrest her for a crime that technically never happened. It was incredibly silly to fret so much over it, she knew, but stranger things have happened. She did her job the best she could regardless, hoping no one noticed her nervousness. On her way home, she decided to take a detour down to the other side of town; to the marketplace. Thankfully, the stalls hadn’t packed up quite yet, and the jewellery store selling mood rings was no exception.
“How much for one of those?” She asked, gesturing to the rings before noticing the sign beside them stating their price of $25. She took $50 out of her pockets to give to the shopkeeper, telling her to keep the change as they parted ways. Yes, she was atoning for an imaginary crime, but it took a huge weight off her chest. She decided that she wouldn’t use her break days as justification for wrongdoing; while there weren’t any consequences, that fact wasn’t enough to keep her conscience clear. She headed home, wondering what her Fridays would bring her.